going to Queensbay with ma baby to watch Martian Child tomorrow. and what's Joyce's fault you ask? food.
I'M GETTING NEW ZEALANDS NATURAL WHATEVER SHIT ICE CREAM EVEN IF I HAVE TO SELL A LIMB.
or kidney.
Can't wait for the movie. Updates and pictures on my butter bear sculpture soon!
- Location:in my closet
- Mood:
satisfied - Music:fan spinning. fast. very
thanks guys for all the effort.
next up!
butter sculpture by,
me, wai hoong and chee sheng
my idea sketching.
oh and gav ajak-ed me to hang out with him and ah seng at coffee bean later at noon,
then practise dota for competition!
kdu's anime club is holding a kdu dota competition.
team with be consisting of gavin, harjit, ah seng, palipalam and yours truly.
adios, time to sleep!
- Location:downstairs
- Mood:
sleepy - Music:cars
Avril Lavigne "Innocence"
Album: "The Best Damn Thing"
Lyrics:
Waking up I see that everything is ok
The first time in my life and now it's so great
Slowing down I look around and I am so amazed
I think about the little things that make life great
I wouldn't change a thing about it
This is the best feeling
This innocence is brilliant, I hope that it will stay
This moment is perfect, please don't go away, I need you now
And I'll hold on to it, don't you let it pass you by
I found a place so safe, not a single tear
The first time in my life and now it's so clear
Feel calm I belong, I'm so happy here
It's so strong and now I let myself be sincere
I wouldn't change a thing about it
This is the best feeling
This innocence is brilliant, I hope that it will stay
This moment is perfect, please don't go away, I need you now
And I'll hold on to it, don't you let it pass you by
It's the state of bliss you think you're dreaming
It's the happiness inside that you're feeling
It's so beautiful it makes you wanna cry
It's the state of bliss you think you're dreaming
It's the happiness inside that you're feeling
It's so beautiful it makes you wanna cry
It's so beautiful it makes you want to cry
This innocence is brilliant, it makes you want to cry
This innocence is brilliance, please don't go away
Cause I need you now
And I'll hold on to it, don't you let it pass you by
This innocence is brilliant, I hope that it will stay
This moment is perfect, please don't go away, I need you now
And I'll hold on to it, don't you let it pass you by
I LOST MY PENDRIVE!
now i have to re-do all of darrens assignments. fuckface
edit : i found it! in my chef pants. seems it went through the washing machine, but it still works. thank god. blehhh
[L-R] clem, wai hoong, gavin
me and 2 heads
chaos
male-male bonding session, so gay. haha. got hungry and ordered mcd. fooled around with ants and throwing styrofoam spears at each other. my kinda fun!
spent the rest of the evening at nct with the usual people.
time to sleep! project continuing tomorrow.
peace!
and if my previous post wasn't bad enough, something else happened. i've been taking advise to take a stand for my rights (I sound like a politician =P) and voice out my opinions, from my cousins. Lian and Khai really understand what i'm going through, heck theyre 30 but still cool as hell. but a person like me, i wouldnt take the first step without any catalyst to start off some chain reaction. so mum did. just cause' mum and dad got into a small conflict about a petrol station (sounds dumb) she got aaaaalll emo and shit, and when we got down from the car, she snapped at me, over a bag. here's a replay, exclusive for you guys =)
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"Ben." (points at 1 remaining luggage in the trunk)
"You take it mum, my hands are full"
"IM NOT ASKING YOU TO TAKE IT. JUST BRING IT DOWN"
Me: mumbling (what the fuck is your prob old hag....)
Me, Rach and mum walk to the lift.
-Silence in the lift (there were people)-
Upon exiting,
"Just now I asked you to bring it down, not take it. My hands are full as well, you expect me to take it??"
"Hey look at me, im a freaking luggage rack, you want me to take it with my feet? You have an empty hand!"
"I ASKED YOU TO BRING IT DOWN IS IT SO HARD??"
"You and dad argued over some small shit and now your throwing your tantrum at me?? You clearly did NOT ask me to bring it down either. I don't get you!"
"NOBODY GETS ME! You and your dad, your all the same. You wanna go out? GO! I won't control your freedom!"
"Oh thank God for hearing my prayers.."
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so i went out, and came back at 7am! ROFL!
precisely, i went to fu wuey's place to gamble for an hour or so. after that we met up at wai hoongs place together with kay kah and siao lang. got a bit hungry so we went to mcd til what? 4am? then....gamefree til 7am! ahh sweet sweet justice.
but it didn't last.
dad had a convo with me.
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"Are you going out tonight?"
"Yes"
"Starting Monday, you go by my rules. Monday to Friday, you come back before 10pm. You can only go out on Saturday, until 1am. I don't wanna hear your mum nag nag nag again."
"But whats the point? She can nag me anywhere. What did she nag me for yesterday?"
"I don't know, but now you follow my rules, and see how it goes."
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OH greeeaaaat! Now i'm being treated like a fucking 4 year old. WHO THE FUCK GOES OUT AND COMES BACK BEFORE 10??? he even said he'll call back every night to check (he lives in bangkok if you didnt know, yeah work)
this is ridiculous.
someone, be my angel, knock some sense into their retarded 1750 minds. what era are they from? jesus!
- Location:room
have you ever been through one of those phases where your parents think your useless? where they think that you being in their life is just a waste of effort all these years. a waste of money. waste of time. im going through that phase. and rachel if you read my blog, i know you do. i know how you feel bout mom and know you cant express it. im with you. show this page to mom for all i care. i even want her to read it. this is the only way i can express myself without being put down so low each conversation, i get so pissed i just dont bother fighting back for whats right. parents are always right. period.
so lets get things fucking straightened up.
1. i come back late. 3-4am late. why? gaming with my friends. not always. sometimes just chillin at mcdonalds. to get things clear, i dont do drugs, i dont go clubbing, i dont smoke. i have no point of lying on my own blog. what i say here is 100% true and i swear upon that. ad whats that bullshit about "your still studying, dont come back so late"
its the HOLIDAYS! and if i take my degree at 40 years old your still gonna tell me that? IM 20 YEARS OLD FOR FUCKS SAKE!
2. you say im insensitive. i pick up rachel after school voluntarily. why i keep asking you for money? you guys give me rm150 a month. too much? ask other kids. and you tell me to get a job. i just finished my industrial training a month ago, im graduating in august. cut me some slack. i'll be earning a lifetime starting end of this year. oh and out of that rm150, sometimes i fill my own damn petrol, cause of the times where you say you have a tight budget and etc etc. WHY? YOU GAMBLE EVERYDAY! i go gaming, yes. maybe a lil excessive, but i know how to put my damn priorities straight! rm150 for a guy who has a girlfriend to spend on, and studies in college. i bet kampung boys get more than i do.
3. i don't spend enough time with my family. i came back from jess's place earlier the other day to go out to dinner with you and dad. and thats just cause dad came back from bangkok. if he isnt home, goodness mum, i see you only twice a week. not that i go out often, you do. right now, dads outside watching tv, mums nowhere to be found. i'm introverted by nature, thanks to dad. how the hell are we supposed to click?
4. i dont appreciate you backstabbing me to others. especially my girlfriend. you know about relationships, im not gonna mention anything bad about you. im not gonna wash dirty linen in public, like you guys. i know im better than that. and still. dont tell my girl stuff like find another boyfriend and you deserve better. god knows what you two have been doing and you guys dont have any fucking right to say that. god probably should tell me to find better parents, cause i deserve better.
i feel used. they keep telling me to work hard, go back to u.s.a, and appy visas for them to be transferred over. they backstab me so badly, it actually hurts so bad and act so nice to my face. dad i never knew you were that type of person. i don't even know my own parents anymore.
- Location:home
- Music:tv
kelvin, lampa, khai
thomas, sunny, dunno one more =P SORRY!
tiff, lei gin, terminatorthese are done by my juniors. seriously, no point posting my classmates stuff. like i said in my previous post, it's all the same! full of green grass and whatnot. but i wont cakap banyak lah. here's mine!
by : me, gavin and wai hoongnext post : friday! f-f-f-r-r-r-ruuuiiit carvinggggggggg exaaammm!
- Location:home
- Music:faber drive - tongue tied
salt dough
first lessons, chef chan said we could play with the dough, so me, gavin and wai hoong came up with something stupid
something made without effort, but suprisingly, everyone took our idea and turned it into their own assignment. personally, im pissed as hell. c'mon, you call yourselves chef students? show some creativity! just cause we made this for fun, the whole (yes every single group) class is doing the same concept? god!
but as jess said, "imitation is the best form of flattery." now if only i can get that to stay in my head.
and as the whole class was doing it, our group, the NON-BANDWAGONNERS, decided to come up with another thing. (p.s everyones landscape failed because it cracked like hell! hah serves you all right!)
heres the pic of our current project. 80% complete.
salt dough pastry.made with the same dough as the landscape above, just with different color. and no its not edible! haha.
not only did we do pastry, we also learned basics of carving fruits. here are my masterpieces!
fruit carving
papaya and guava. yet to try with durians! not bad for a first timer eh? =P
more to come after chinese new year : BUTTER SCULPTURE!
- Location:my humble abode
- Music:crickets
ok firstly i need to curse. FUUCKFUCKFUCKNIGGERFAGGOT!!!! i had to re-do everything just because my IE crashed, and this dumb thing didn't autosave in drafts. bloody hell. no more mood! hah. anyway here are some pics from my bangkok trip.
day 1
PINK TAXI!!
DAY 2 - SHOPPPPPPIIINGGG
what an interesting name "gayporn" anyone? we went to shop here, dad wanted to see a watch exhibition
DAY 3 - hellllloooo kanchanaburi
and again i said, the blog kantoi-ed me, so i'm lazy to re-write everything over again. you can get all the info bout day
3 here!
we went to visit the hellfire pass museum but it was closed =/. we took a walk in the national park instead!
DAY 5 - it's! it's crumbling down! it's-it-it's ayutthaya
oh yeah. MAN U WON! GLORY GLORY MAN UNITED!
well, basically all the empty time was filled with shopping. after all i have to take advatage right? lmao. it was a 7 day
holiday to bangkok all-in-all. i had fun on the most, but next year, make it 4 days. 7 is too bloody long! after all what we did was mostly shopping, even in the airport! i bought 2 bottles of cointreau, and fondue for jessie. glad to be home! ill be bloggin more later on.
ciao!
it sucks that i can't be celebrating x'mas with jess, or even my friends
we're calling it an early x'mas dinner this year.
it was just a small gathering consisting of me, mum, rach, my aunt, grandmother, jess and her mum.
we headed to tesco early in the afternoon to do 'some' grocery. rm200! haha.
i planned the menu the night before :
apple and potato salad - cubed apples and potatoes in mayonnaise, how else do you
mac n' cheese - bought boxed, just boil pasta, etc.
baked aubergine - sliced, seasoned and baked!
cream cheese chicken roulade - chicken thighs stuffed with cream cheese, bacon and
lemon meringue pie - sweet lemony custard pie topped with a sweet meringue
some of the dishes =)
lemon meringue pie!
i didn't really get any pictures of the chicken, so heres a pic of me pasing the chicken around =P
overall, i was pretty please with what i've accomplished, but foodwise, i know, that wasn't the best i could do. the others said they had a great dinner, is it just to make me happy for my efforts? cause really, i don't think the foods good enough. but oh well, i did try my best for a 1 man show.
after dinner was presents time!
jess and i will be going on seperate holidays, ipoh and bangkok.
it's sorta become an annual trip for the both of us. she'll be leaving tommorow, and i'll be leaveing this coming sunday. i think the both of us will be back on the 29th.
back to college on 2nd jan i think? arghhh! anyway, wait for my pics on the bangkok trip!
- Location:my room
- Music:beyonce - irreplaceable
actually, i'm supposed to go to the u.s embassy to pick up my passport. =(
surprisingly, i met warren, an ex-schoolmate at the front entrance of the embassy. apparently, he tried to apply for a visa to go on holiday but failed cause' he was too young. lmao, kiddo. =D
that afternoon for lunch we were meeting jean and her boyf daniel up for lunch, for the first time in our 6 years of being close friends. how lame. lol
how i met her you ask?
6 years ago in the hitz.fm chatroom, some weird person called 'rocketgurl' was asking opinions in public about what she should get for her boyf for his bday.
me (^wildwing88^) being a superb gentleboy (i was 13 years old!) offered a helping hand and suggested getting him a man u jersey since he was a fan. AND SO AM I! DIE LIVERPOOOOOOLL!!!!
and so started our friendship.
-end- =P
i suggested that we eat in sushi king, around 12-1pm, but apparently in midvalley megamall, there were 2 sushi kings. -_-
and you guessed right. we waited at the bottom floor for an hour, they waited at the top one for roughly the same time. It ain't no ones fault really, but thanks for the half payed lunch jean =)
[L-R] jean, daniel, jess and me!
and then..............we came across gods greatest creation
we left midvalley after a bit more window shopping =X
i love it there.
i got myself 2 knives, 1 chef knife and 1 more paring knife. pardon me jargon. oh and a peeler.
this is MY kinda shopping. pfft. clothes. ptuiii.
we left soon after doing some groceries.
our trip to kl was fabulous, me and jess got to bond a lot more, especially after whats been happening lately.i've learned to appreciate our times together more, and by cam-whoring with her, let that be a way of showing how much i appreciate you. SO STOP ASKING ME TO CAMWHORE!!! joyce you need to come replace me.
*live* speaking of joyce, we just took a picture dedicated to joyce.
[NOW UPLOADING!]
credits : jessica tan (photoshop)ok that was so random. time to go curi karipap!
cheerios!
- Location:kl
- Mood:
hyper - Music:glory glory man utd!!!
this time i'm taking a break from completing my training. yeah but would mum actually be so good to bring me all the way down just cause i needed time-off? ow hell no. we're also picking up my sis who has been staying at my aunts, and i'm gonna go the embassy to pick up my u.s passport =)
we reached yesterday around 2pm. mum needed to rest before unloading her purse. me and jessie -
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benjicajess had all the rest we needed in the car =P. well, i did suggest to turn back to get my 'P' sticker, that time we weren't that far away from home yet, so i'm still a good kid, kay?oh, and look who was there to buat kacau when i was having my beauty sleep.
- me in my elegant sleeping position.and as if that wasn't bad enough, i was taken advantage of.
*ahem* during my groggy moments of waking up, someone tried to preach the agama sesat of 'cam-whoring'
Cam whore.
A cam whore (sometimes cam-whore or cam-slut). The term "cam whore" is also used to refer to individuals who post pictures or videos of themselves on the Internet to gain attention. The term disparages those who post pictures of themselves at inappropriate times or places, and usually implies self-absorption.
No offense to anyone though. =)
and now some pictures of my toes! (credits to the duu [jess].)
after a bit of resting, we headed to 1utama, BUT before that, i was brainwashed into more cam-whoring -_-
america's next top model's. konon.
1utama was fabulous as always. somehow, to me, no matter how great a mall it may be, it can't get better than 1u.
jess is now lying on me, indulging in a moist, fattening, full of carbs (i'm not a health freak, i learned those terms from jess) currypuff from ikea, i bought a dozen mind you. and she already sakai-ed 2 of em. good luck gal. muahaha
we thought, hmm. perhaps somewhere we can't find in penang, so we went to t.g.i fridays.
wow we don't have that in penang do we? -_-
benjicajess stole some of my mac n' cheese bites.no seriously, i was in dire need of help
as i was suffering from indigestion, i couldn't help but watch my baby glutton continue.. 
lard lard lard lard lard fat fat fat fat fat chhhhoooolllesssstttrrrooollll!!
naw joking baby i love you all the same.
after dinner we burn-ted some calories by.....shopping~
xmas is coming the goose is getting fat. too bad my wallet isn't =( we got stuff for almost everyone, from jess's family to jean and daniel.
i spent like rm150 that night. heartattack!
heres a side story :
my mum is a horrible driver, sad to say.
her estimation is horrible, always breaks at the last minute, and is very unstable. gah.
thank god this time its just kl. if she drove to johor with me in the car, my ass and face would break to smithereens.
face - banging the front seat / dashboard too much
ass - bumpy bumpy bumpy. crossing roadbumps at 40-50km/h. sad kes.
ohhh yea baby.not to mention how she overshot an exit to rawang by what? 30km. yeaaaa..
day 2 to be continued!
- Location:kl
- Mood:
irritated - Music:jess forcing me to eat a karipap
it fells like it seems too soon.
i have lots of memories back at the house in batu ferringhi,
there were thefts, conflicts, arguments. well, of course there are.
you only really get to know a person once you stay with him/her. in this case it's the 7 of us. whoa.
but then, there were also times shared with laughter and joy, like the house warming, clubbing nights, the many birthday celebrations and so much more.
i have to admit, i've grown distant with some of them, but it's made up as i'm much closer to some others. i'll never forget the times where we ta pao burger special and slurpee and just sit outside in our garden, eating and chatting all night long.
but oh well, i'll still see each of your stinkin faces in college, no need to get all emo, lol.
i can't wait to get out of rasa sayang, but sadfully, i'm already starting to miss it. kinda like how i felt in n.s. i love the people there, i'll miss them all so much. but to chef ng, fuck you, i'm glad i don't have to see you anymore, GOD! :)
it's been a long and tough training, i just can't wait for christmas..
- Location:jess's house
- Mood: sleepy
- Music:shelby on espn
